Stop taking Prozac. Is there ever a right one? I have been happy pill free for a month and the effect has been pretty amazing. I feel more present and true to my feelings. I don't feel like I am suppressing a whole lot. I have to remember to pause before I speak. I haven't had any panic attacks, YET.
And surprisingly, this week when I am preparing to speak publicly in church, I haven't thrown up yet. However, I am reminded of the movie Airplane! when the air traffic controller guy keeps saying things like, Looks like I picked the wrong week to quit sniffing glue. For other fabulous quotes from one of the best one-liner movies ever made, click on the line I just quoted.
My only hope is that I don't bore everyone to death and that someone gets something out of my talk. I seriously can't believe they asked me to speak. Jeb was the one lobbying recently to talk in church not me. I even threatened one of the members of the bishopric to be sick today. Sudden ailment due to the pathetic performance by the Broncos. Wish me luck without my mood stabilizer.
2 comments:
I'm sure you were inspiring :) If your ward is anything like mine growing up, no one could hear you over the babies crying anyway :)
Becca, your talk was fantastic. It made me have a greater respect for Joseph Smith. Becca Morgenegg rocked the house once again. :)
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